Moving…

Aparently Michael and I are moving an hour away from the college(to a completely different town) to his parents house. I am NOT happy about the situation but Michael insists that we need to save up money for a deposit and wait to find the right house. He’s been nagging me for almost a year about moving to his parents house. It pisses me off but I do love him and I understand where he’s coming from. I haven’t lived with parents for a while and usually a boyfriends house isn’t going to ‘help’ the relationship. But, maybe living there will help motivate Michael to find a new job. He wont ever see me because I’ll be driving into town every day. I have class from 7:45 am to 7:35 pm, which means that I will have to wake up at 4:30 am, leave at 6:30 and get to school 10 minutes early. Hopefully I can pay for the gas..

I am not happy.. not one bit. I might just live with my mom until we find a house because I can barely wake up at 6:30 am.. let alone 4:30 am.. I’m not welcome at my moms house because her boyfriend doesn’t like me too much. So that would be interesting..

I’ve been homeless, couch hopping, lived out of my car and even slept in it a few times. I’m not exactly too fond of moving as it usually makes me anxious. I have explained this to Michael dozens of times but he just doesn’t see it any other way.. so I decided to take my detox slowly. Just changing things slowly, one at a time. That way, I don’t lose focus in school and have a heart attack over moving. When we find a house, I will do a hard core cleanse. So far I’ve been juicing, using my net pot, eating smaller meals and drinking more water. I’m taking a human nutrition class that I am pretty excited about. I think that will help me understand nutrition a bit better. I also got a gym membership at the college.

I’ll be updating more because I am in school, which will hopefully keep me sane.

Namaste